I'm so excitednervous right now that I feel like puking! That could be the popcorn and junior mints I just ate. It was movie night, what can I say? Is that bad? Should I not eat that stuff the night before our transfer? Crap.
I did however buy a whole pineapple. It's sitting on my kitchen counter staring at me. I have no idea what to do with it. I'm thinking about naming it and allowing it to sit on the couch with me. Apparently the core of said pineapple can assist in implantation. And walnuts. B went out and bought a whole pineapple and a pack of walnuts tonight when he went out to get a (horrible) movie for movie night. I made him. I read it on the internets. The internets told me to do it. So I did.
I've decided that I'm taking the rest of the week off. Yes, I'm a crazy lady and I've decided that I'm going to allow this IVF cycle to actually take over my whole life. Will I regret it later? Depends on the outcome. Maybe not. I'm not sure. But I'm all paranoid about embryos falling out or whatnot. I know, that's ridiculous. They can't just fall out. (Insert inner voice telling me that the uterine fluid that haunted me for four days just fell out, why can't embryos? Hence, my paranoia. I'm a crazy person.) But I mean, hopefully this IVF thing won't happen millions of times (i.e. more than twice because we will run out of money) so I think taking it super easy and prioritizing this little adventure is ok in my book.
B and I are carpooling to work in the morning to get a little done before the valium kicks in. Then I'm coming home to shower (no lotions or fragrances of any kind allowed in procedure rooms at Dr. Z's) and then B will take me to the office at 12:30. Transfer is at 1:00. ... .... ............ Still haven't decided on one or two embryos. It's making me bananas. I've written thirty seven pros and cons lists in my head.
Oh, 38. Dangit.
I'm definitely excited to see the pictures of our embryos. I hope we still have a good amount!!! I'll be ecstatic if there are still 11. Beside myself. ...Not realistic. Let's not get out of hand here.
Ok, I need to get some sleep and hope these junior mints/nerves stop making me want to puke. And it was the really good movie theater butter popcorn. Bless.