I feel like crying...

HAPPY TEARS!!!

Yep, happy tears.  Happy tears haven't ever been correlated with my reproductive system, but today...oh today.

Beta HCG 8dp5dt (13dpo)...

Drumroll...

175!!!!!!


Yeah, you read that right.  That's a 1 in front of that 75.  I'm pregnant!!!!!  I'm really, really pregnant! And there aren't any quotations around it...just PREGNANT!

Go here.

Now come back and get excited.  I'm so flippin excited!

B and I cheated and took a test this morning :

Look at those two beautiful pink lines!  That test line isn't even a faint line! (It's still lighter than the control line with an HCG of 175 though...pee sticks are torturous).

Oh my gosh this reckless optimism is such a beautiful thing.  I'll regret it tomorrow as I'm worrying about the "doubling time"...but today, oh today.  What an amazing, beautiful today!

By the way...Dr. Z called to give me the news.  It was so hard to wait for that phone call.  I kept checking my phone because I was so worried I don't get good enough service in my house.  And then finally, the call came.  He was on speaker phone...he said "This is good...this is really good. Your number is 175!"  I flipped out, I was squealing I'm pretty sure.  And then I hear this huge applause.  And then probably 10 ladies yell "Congratulations!".  He had the whole office come into the room to tell me the news.  All of the nurses and staff were in there shouting things like "We knew this time would be different." and "This one HAD to be it!".  It was such an amazing phone call.  I cried...I giggled...I think I might have peed myself.

Luckies...thank you, thank you, thank you!  Keep growing little ones.  Keep on growing.


**if you happen to know us outside of bloggy land in real life...please don't tell anyone.  we've got a long way to go.  thanks!